Dear friends,
I'm back.
Much has happened over the past month and three weeks since my last post; I could go on and on but frankly it would be a boring (and slightly depressing) read. Suffice to say mom passed away on June 26th at 8 PM. Dad and I were both there, quite literally by her side when she stopped breathing. The cancer had ravaged through her entire body until she simply stopped "being" (for lack of a better, more technically medical term). Upon reflection- and all things considered everything went as smoothly and as drama-free as possible: Mom was home, surrounded by her family (dad and I) and her pets. Whether it was the morphine or the cancer she was (I hope and pray) pain free and as comfortable as we could possibly make her. It was (for lack of a better, more eloquent term) a Hallmark movie of the week death.
I carry her memories and teachings with me always and miss her greatly.
I spent an additional month with my dad after-the-fact getting as many things in order as possible. There were closets to go through, medicines to destroy and things to distribute based on mom's wishes. I also got a little bit closer to dad which was an added bonus.
Returning home after 2 months of absence was as much a shock as anything else. I felt rather displaced in my own home. But it wasn't long before I got back into the swing of things and began picking up the pieces where I had left them 10+ weeks ago.
First order of business was to tie up loose ends, finish unfinished projects and polish things up a bit. I had the immense pleasure of meeting an amazing water-color artist, Deborah Vandenblomer and her husband Kenny while in Wisconsin. Her work is some of the finest, most thoughtful and touching watercolor I've seen. You owe it to yourself to take a look at her 'site and oogle the fine artistry. While having a fabulous dinner at their home I saw and purchased a beautiful landscape (pictures to follow). Deb shipped it to me along with a few extra treats, all of which are near and dear to my heart. If you visit her site, let her know I sent you (it's what us artists do for one-another... right?). It's at the frame-shop and I hope to have it in it's new home by the 15th. YAY!
While in Wisconsin I had the opportunity to bring back a veritable truck-load of stuff from my parent's farm. Sadly, my little carry-on wasn't able to accommodate but I did manage to bring back a few treasures which required special attention:
Before mom passed away she gave to me a compass that belonged to her father (my Grampa Swoverland). I never really knew him as an adult since he passed away almost 20 years ago. But the token really takes me back when, as a kid, we went fishing or I played around with the tools in his machine shop on my grandparent's farm in Tony, Wisconsin. The day I finally left WI to come back home dad gave me a pocket watch that belonged to his great-grandfather (my great, great grandfather). It was really comforting to know that he trusted me with such a precious (and expensive!) family heirloom.
Upon returning to CA I knew I wanted to display them both. Stephen and I spent an entire day traipsing about B-field for a pocket-watch dome display but only found one place that sold them ($34.99). Sadly, it wasn't big enough (!). I learned that there are different sizes of pocket watches and the one I was given is an "18 point" something-or-other; the largest made at the time (1886). I was able to find one on-line but it was $45 + s/h. What's a kid to do?
On a lark we went to a local collectible/antique store. Right by the front door I found a "anniversary clock"- you know, the kind under a dome of glass with the spinning thingie underneath the clock parts? The glass dome was certainly large enough but the clock & base were of brass-plated plastic parts so Stephen and I got creative. A little black paint, black sticky-back felt and a small doll stand later... Voila! Almost-instant pocket watch & compass display case.
Anniversary clock: $10
Paint, felt and doll stand: $4
Able to display precious family memories: Priceless!
Of course, being in Wisconsin had put a slight delay in my perpetual Halloween planning. Upon my return to Bako I resumed my e-hunt for ideas. I came across this really cool idea from an old blog post and decided to give it my own spin: The author used dollar-store ceramic cherubs and gave them a devilish new look with gray paint, red eyes and even horns. I loved the irreverent take on traditional Christmas decorations. So I thought I'd give it a go.
After much searching of the local thrift stores I came up with ZERO cherubs. Instead, I found this angelic lawn ornament at BigLots for $12.50. I sanded down the rough parts and gave it a quick brushing with silver leaf paint (Michael's). I wanted to add horns so I purchased a small tub of air-dry ceramic clay and used a narrow-end pastry-tip to form the evil antlers. I hand molded them to curve slightly giving them a bit more menacing look. After they dried over night I hot glued them in place then added a bit more clay to fill in the gaps to (hopefully) give them a more natural look.
Because I'm super-impatient I wanted to at least glaze over some of the painted areas to see how the project would look. I mixed equal parts craft black acrylic and glazing compound, brushed over the wing (pictured) and rubbed off the excess. The effect is almost exactly what I had hoped for: A darker, aged look that contrasts with the angelic face. I cannot wait to glaze over the whole thing. I'm contemplating adding the dripping effect seen in the inspiration pictures but won't know 'til I get to that part yet.


But it hasn't been all fun, games and crafts. I resumed my daily job-hunting; we got a lot of work done on the back yard (thanks to 3 cubic-yards of river rock and a wheelbarrow) and I've developed a lovely staph infection in my left foot. Now I'm on an IV of antibiotics for 14 days (GRRRRRR!) and have limited left-arm mobility.


It's never dull here in the Johnson/Cowan house!
Later!!!!